White..

White..
The truth color of all...
The fundamental color around...
Can change to what ever it want...
Pure and serenity...

White..
A magic in life..
Cause it suit in what ever it is...
It just stay as it's own...
Bold and beautiful enough...

White..
Is a color of life..
It's belong to everyone...
It's you who colored it up...
Making most colorful life of all...

Hari Raya Aidilfitri...

Another 4 days we will be celebrating Hari Raya Aidilfitri...feel like singing raya song at the moment. I haven't done my raya shopping yet...waa...no baju raya yet...maybe should buy at least one today or tommorrow...Celebrating raya without my beloved father for the second year...it wouldn't be the same ever...the memories with my father(abah)celebrating raya from the previous year is still fresh in my mind...that's the most sadness part ever that i need to go each raya after abah pass away...i'm also quite sad cause my brother and my sister wouldn't be around celebrating Hari raya with us...it would be only...me..my little brother and my second brother at home..only the 4 of us at home...I'll try my best to make everybody happy by visiting my relatives and friends around...

Hope i can just enjoy my raya well...
"Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri : Maaf Zahir & Batin" to all my friends and all muslim around the world...

Enligten the day...

If i could be like Albert Einstein...
If i could be like Alexander Graham Bell...
They are a great inventor..
They are the brilliant person...

They are making our life easier...
They have the guts and the strength to make it happen...
They have the great mind and thought...
They have the ability to make it happen...

They believe in what they are doing...
They believe in their success...
They never give up..
They go all out..

I should have that guts and strength too...
I should have that believe too..
I should allow the light to enlighten me...
I should try my best and make it happen...

I know i can do this..
I know i have that brain to utilize it..
I just need to have that fundamental right..
I need to have that time to polish it up...

I hope I'll be that positive girl...
I hope i will never drown..
I hope everything goes well..
I should love what ever i do...

May God bless on me..
May everything success for me..
May I let the negative spirit gone..
May I go all out...

Let it be...

I feel like jumping in the pool...
Enjoying the cool water..
Reducing the body temperature...
Feeling free from all the stress...

But i must be crazy to make that...
I must be out of mind to make it reality...
However looking at the flow of the water make me release...
Making me thinking i should just let it be..

What ever happen there must be a reason..
Maybe that's a good result at the end of it..
I must make myself back to track..
Enjoying all the moment and seconds cause life is too short...

Morning Stress

Ahh...i'm stuck in jam for an hour today...just hate that situation so much...i thought of going to work early so that i can dismiss early to go to Damansara today...huh...but even i went out from home before 8a.m i can not reach office early...coz i'm stuck in terrible jam...jam which hardy move....aaaaa...make my body temperature going up...if i always like this it will lead me to high blood pressure...ermm....hate this situation so much...making the situation worst, there are some people who are not living in civilisation manner, cut the long que....i feel like scolding them like a stepmother so that they know how to que up properly...i need to find a way to cool down myself....need to get some idea on that...to overcome this morning stress...?????

My best friend and dream...

I've been thinking of my best friend along the way to office today...how is he? it's been so long i've never contact him...suddenly i miss him so much now...i hope he recover well from he's injury...hopefully i'll be able to see him during this Hari Raya and hang out with him...a lot of stories i want to tell him...hopefully he will bare with me listening to my stories and my talking...and i also hope my 10 years friendship with him will last long even we have own partner later...

I want to tell him that i have a great dream yesterday....i dream of someone cycling with me in a wonderful place together happily...huh...even i was so sick yesterday, i still can have that beautiful dream...feel like laughing at the moment...hehe...but it's just a dream...the world of fantasy...but nobody know it maybe a reality one day...hahaha...another big laugh from me...ermm...i think i need to do my work now...work with happy mood i guess cause have that wonderful dream...

I feel sick

OMG...it's near Hari Raya and i feel sick...my body feel so weak at the moment...my mind feel so tired...my thought is out of space...oh...i need to complete my task...i feel so cool...my body is shaking...oh...dear...i feel so sick...my eyes feel so watery..my throat feel so dry...i hate this so much...i need to be a strong girl...ahhh...feel like crying for my situation...don't want to sick...

Coretanku...

Kebisuanku bukan beerti aku berubah..
Menyepi diri di balik jendela...
Mencari erti sebuah kerinduan..
Agar bisa mencoret seribu pengertian...

Namun sapa yg bisa mengerti..
Pengertian yg sukar difahami...
Di balik buih-buih itu...
Tersorot seribu rahsia...

Mencari noktah yg hakiki...
Biarkan kerinduan itu berlalu...
Mencari jawapannya sendiri...
Semoga lautan itu bisa menjadi milliku yg pasti...

Biarkan bayangan itu berlalu...
Mencari dirinya sendiri...
Merungkai rahsia yang terpendam...
Menjawab seribu satu rahsia...

Wind and Leaves...

When the wind whisper to the tree..
I can see the tree following the flow of the wind...
What a wonderful thing...
The leaves is dancing happily around...

What a relief moment...
Make me realize what a wonderful world it is...
The wind is making the leaves swing all over...
While they enjoying the moment together..

So special..
So unique...
Enjoying the moment of your life...
Spending time with someone that you love...

I've been wondering...
Should i open my heart again...
For someone new...
Someone who can make me happy like the wind and the leaves...

(^_-) eyza

Are You Right or Left Brained?

I get this from Lee blog...haha...so cool to test this...
I'm the Right Brained Girl...hahaha...day dreaming girl...what ever it is...i need to accept and love myself...

http://www.blogthings.com/areyourightorleftbrainedquiz/

You Are 35% Left Brained, 65% Right Brained

The left side of your brain controls verbal ability, attention to detail, and reasoning. Left brained people are good at communication and persuading others. If you're left brained, you are likely good at math and logic. Your left brain prefers dogs, reading, and quiet. The right side of your brain is all about creativity and flexibility. Daring and intuitive, right brained people see the world in their unique way. If you're right brained, you likely have a talent for creative writing and art. Your right brain prefers day dreaming, philosophy, and sports.

Women...Desired and Temptation..

My new shoes...within 2 days..hahaha..

Ermm...what should i write here...women...desired and temptation. Born as a women, we have a lot of desired to be fulfill....temptation of having something and everything. Today me and Nahla was discussing about warehouse sale....huh...my temptation and desired to attend all the warehouse sale is so high at the moment. Today my colleague Liz went to "NOSE" warehouse sale that i already blog yesterday, she was so happy bought 8 pairs of shoes. She said that the design will be changing everyday. Wow...my temptation to go back there is so high...oh should i or not??...Hahaha.... surprise everybody ...i went back there again today...and bought another 3 pair of shoes with one sport shoe...one singlet...one racket bag i guess so....hehehe...wow...wee...so excited...la la la la...And now after just come back from that warehouse sale, feel a little bit tired and thirsty...but still feel happy... :) yehaa!!!!

i already bought suitable and comfortable shoe for my company trip to iceland this coming November...Oh yeah...i never blog about that matter right...So everybody, insyaallah i'll be going to Iceland this coming November...Iceland is waiting for me there...i'm so excited..however feel a bit scared of the weather and unknown reason too as this is my first time going to oversea...hahah...so kampung kan i nie...what ever it is...i'm still excited and happy....la la la...feel like singging at the moment...maybe i'll continue by putting some of the shoes picture that i bought today...later i'll update k...love u all...

Me and shoes...

So happy at the moment...today I went to "NOSE" warehouse sale at Subang Jaya...wandering of shoes all days...shoes...shoes...and shoes...hehe...girls are always like that right...obsess of shoes. I'm one of that shoes freak i guess...hahah...I went there and bought 4 pairs of shoes. I bought one pink, stripe, yellow and white color shoes. So happy that i manage to find those shoes from all the bundle of shoes on the rack. Some look so terrible, lucky i get the brand new and nice one. But need to put some effort to find out from dozen of shoes in the rack..huh...some more, the place is so stuffy and small...I was sweating while choosing those shoes.However cause I am that shoes freak still can bare with it....hehehe....thank so much to Nahla my officemate who bring me there...i would be lost if i went there alone....hehehe...well u all know me...i'm always fail with road and direction...just know how to go to work and went back home...and i also know how to go to klcc too cause it near my home....hahahah...a big laugh from me...Later i'll upload those 4 pairs of shoes picture that i've bought.

B.O.R.E.D

When i feel bored..
I will wandering around..
I will looking at people...
I will looking at the scenery...

Is this a wonderful moment to enjoy...
My brain is not functioning well right now...
Feel like do not know what to do...
This make my stress level going up...

Doing nothing can make you stress?
I think it's true...
Thinking what to do next...
Thinking what else left for you to perform...

Oh...this is bothering me...
I feel like wanna laying down at my bed...
Enjoying this moment to sleep and have wonderful dreams..
Getting into beautiful and exciting wonderland...

(-_-) eyza

what a bored day...

oh...I feel damn bored...if it continue like this, i don't think i can stay here long...so bored at the moment...oh...what should i do..no task to complete...i need to be creative to complete the day...aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...please help me...anyboody have extra work for me to do...let me perform it...

how should i describe myself now...i feel like lost in a strange island where i'm all alone and nothing to do...huhh....I also feel like my brain will have dead brain if this continue....i think i should study java now....but i need to have the study mood in order for me to capture this programming language...uhhh...go to work with no work also can make you stress too...cause now i need to think what activity should i do in order to fulfill my day...

yooooo....i think i should make a poem or creating songs at the moment...so that i won't feel that bored and feel like dying waiting to complete the 8 hours working time today...or anybody have suggestion for me??what should i do?? a lot of question marks in my head right now....?????

(-_-) sob...sob...sob...waaaaa......

Jari-jemari...

jari-jemariku ligat menaip..
jari-jemariku terus-terusan berjasa...
jari-jemari ini juga mengikut rentaknya..
sekali sekala jari-jemari ini menghiburkan jiwa...

mungkin kita tidak sedar..
mungkin kita rasakan remeh...
mungkin banyak yg alpa...
anugerah Illahi yg istimewa ini..

walaupun jari jemari ini kecil...
tp tugasnya begitu hebat..
membantu menyiapkan kerja...
membantu kehidupan seharian kita..

aku bersyukur ke hadrat Illahi..
kerna menganugerahkan jari-jemari ini...
jari-jemari yang begitu telus...
menemaniku walau apa jua rintangannya...

Nukilan : eyza

Hatiku ini...

Saat dan ketika ini..
Aku terasa diri ini seperti tidak mampu menanggung..
Menahan sebak didada...
Menahan air mata...

Pelbagai persoalan timbul dihatiku...
Apa lagi yang dia mahukan dari aku..
Tidak puas lagikah hati ini dilukainya...
Masih kurangkah penyeksaan yang diberikan kepadaku..

Aku begitu keliru...
Aku begitu naif untuk memahami..
Aku begitu kusut memikirkannya..
Aku tak mampu merungkai apa disebalik semua ini...

Sudah aku noktahkan hubungan itu...
Sudah aku hanyutkan perasaan itu..
Sudah aku buang memori indah itu...
Telah kukosongkan hatiku ini...

Namun kala aku mengubat luka dihatiku ini...
Engkau menjelma semula...
Mendamba kasih lama yang telah berkuburan...
Mengharapkan aku akan kembali padamu...

Jawapannya sama sekali "TIDAK"
Aku tidak mahu engkau wujud lagi dalam hidupku..
Aku tidak mahu hati aku terus terseksa...
Aku tidak mahu hidup aku terus merana...

Di sini aku hanya memohon..
Lepaskan diriku ini...
Biarkan aku bebas...
Seperti camar yang terbang luas di angkasa...

Biarkan aku gembira seperti insan lain...
Biarkan aku mengecapi bahagia kembali...
Biarkan aku bisa tersenyum and tertawa...
Jangan berdarahkan kembali luka di hatiku ini...

Aku hanya mahukan kebahagian itu...
Aku hanya mahukan kehidupanku kembali...
Kehidupan sebelum aku mengenalimu dulu...
Kala aku begitu tenang dan menikmati setiap ruang kehidupan....

Luahan hatiku: eyza

Kehidupan...

Kehidupan...
Keindahan yg tak terucap kala kebahagian yg kulalui...
Keperitan yg tak terucap jua kala malapetaka menimpa...
Senyuman dan tawa ria kala kegembiraan melanda...
Tangisan dan kedukaan kala kesedihan menimpa...

Kehidupan...
Aku diajar erti kehidupan kala aku dilahirkan lagi..
Aku diajar erti kesusahan hidup dr zaman kecilku...
Aku diajar erti kebahagian bersama keluargaku..
Walaubagaimana ombaknya aku tetap laluinya...

Kehidupan...
Aku hampir meniti kematian satu saat dahulu...
Aku hampir lenyap dlm dunia ini...
Menutupi mata meninggalkan kehidupan ini..
Namun aku masih di sini kerna belum ajalku...

Kehidupan...
Pelbagai yang telah kutempuhi...
Kadang2 aku rasa ingin mengalah menempuhi dugaannya...
Namun aku perlu terus berdiri..
Demi org2 tersayang di sampingku...

Kehidupan...
Berapa lama lagi mampu aku bertahan...
Berapa banyak dugaan lagi...
Atau mungkin ini kehidupan yang aku perlu tempuhi...
Onak2 berduri di samping disulami bunga2 indah disisinya...

Nukilan : eyza

Friends and Family...

I love Ramadhan month so much...i can spent time together with friends and family during sahur or break fast. What a wonderful moment of it...spending time with the one that we love and appreciate people around us. I really love the time when we can enjoy the food together with all the joy and laugh. During this time, i can meet all my friends from childhood, university friends, ex-officemate and also officemate. Wow...it is awesome right...we can chit chat and gossip during that time too (leh kurang pahala pose aku) ...hehehe...erm..what ever it is...this Ramadhan month is such a bless month which give you lots of blessing from Allah and also can strengthen the relationship among family and friends too. I love it so much....Here are some pictures taking from my break fast activity with friends and family. Enjoy it...love you all... :)

Ramadhan and Food...

Ramadhan and food...what a synonym combination of both...everyday people will have different menu to break fasting...hehe...same as me...everyday planning what to eat during break fast..heheh..so here i upload some of the food that i eat during the past 11 days of fasting...

September...

Ermm....it's already the month of September...huh...and i'm not updating my blog yet...hehe...what should i write here erk..This is the month of Ramadhan...fasting season...berpuasa la dengan penuh keberkatan...itulah yg diharap-harapkan...May Allah Bless Everybody for all the ibadah and the fasting that they have gone through...For the past 4 working days, i have been wearing baju kurung...it's seem like my officemate did that too...and we can saw the colorful baju kurung all around...so nice...so beautiful...and so lovely of them...everybody look like little princess in this Malay traditional custome...ermm...nice yeah~~