White..

White..
The truth color of all...
The fundamental color around...
Can change to what ever it want...
Pure and serenity...

White..
A magic in life..
Cause it suit in what ever it is...
It just stay as it's own...
Bold and beautiful enough...

White..
Is a color of life..
It's belong to everyone...
It's you who colored it up...
Making most colorful life of all...

Hari Raya Aidilfitri...

Another 4 days we will be celebrating Hari Raya Aidilfitri...feel like singing raya song at the moment. I haven't done my raya shopping yet...waa...no baju raya yet...maybe should buy at least one today or tommorrow...Celebrating raya without my beloved father for the second year...it wouldn't be the same ever...the memories with my father(abah)celebrating raya from the previous year is still fresh in my mind...that's the most sadness part ever that i need to go each raya after abah pass away...i'm also quite sad cause my brother and my sister wouldn't be around celebrating Hari raya with us...it would be only...me..my little brother and my second brother at home..only the 4 of us at home...I'll try my best to make everybody happy by visiting my relatives and friends around...

Hope i can just enjoy my raya well...
"Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri : Maaf Zahir & Batin" to all my friends and all muslim around the world...

Enligten the day...

If i could be like Albert Einstein...
If i could be like Alexander Graham Bell...
They are a great inventor..
They are the brilliant person...

They are making our life easier...
They have the guts and the strength to make it happen...
They have the great mind and thought...
They have the ability to make it happen...

They believe in what they are doing...
They believe in their success...
They never give up..
They go all out..

I should have that guts and strength too...
I should have that believe too..
I should allow the light to enlighten me...
I should try my best and make it happen...

I know i can do this..
I know i have that brain to utilize it..
I just need to have that fundamental right..
I need to have that time to polish it up...

I hope I'll be that positive girl...
I hope i will never drown..
I hope everything goes well..
I should love what ever i do...

May God bless on me..
May everything success for me..
May I let the negative spirit gone..
May I go all out...

Let it be...

I feel like jumping in the pool...
Enjoying the cool water..
Reducing the body temperature...
Feeling free from all the stress...

But i must be crazy to make that...
I must be out of mind to make it reality...
However looking at the flow of the water make me release...
Making me thinking i should just let it be..

What ever happen there must be a reason..
Maybe that's a good result at the end of it..
I must make myself back to track..
Enjoying all the moment and seconds cause life is too short...

Morning Stress

Ahh...i'm stuck in jam for an hour today...just hate that situation so much...i thought of going to work early so that i can dismiss early to go to Damansara today...huh...but even i went out from home before 8a.m i can not reach office early...coz i'm stuck in terrible jam...jam which hardy move....aaaaa...make my body temperature going up...if i always like this it will lead me to high blood pressure...ermm....hate this situation so much...making the situation worst, there are some people who are not living in civilisation manner, cut the long que....i feel like scolding them like a stepmother so that they know how to que up properly...i need to find a way to cool down myself....need to get some idea on that...to overcome this morning stress...?????

My best friend and dream...

I've been thinking of my best friend along the way to office today...how is he? it's been so long i've never contact him...suddenly i miss him so much now...i hope he recover well from he's injury...hopefully i'll be able to see him during this Hari Raya and hang out with him...a lot of stories i want to tell him...hopefully he will bare with me listening to my stories and my talking...and i also hope my 10 years friendship with him will last long even we have own partner later...

I want to tell him that i have a great dream yesterday....i dream of someone cycling with me in a wonderful place together happily...huh...even i was so sick yesterday, i still can have that beautiful dream...feel like laughing at the moment...hehe...but it's just a dream...the world of fantasy...but nobody know it maybe a reality one day...hahaha...another big laugh from me...ermm...i think i need to do my work now...work with happy mood i guess cause have that wonderful dream...

I feel sick

OMG...it's near Hari Raya and i feel sick...my body feel so weak at the moment...my mind feel so tired...my thought is out of space...oh...i need to complete my task...i feel so cool...my body is shaking...oh...dear...i feel so sick...my eyes feel so watery..my throat feel so dry...i hate this so much...i need to be a strong girl...ahhh...feel like crying for my situation...don't want to sick...