Change..

I'm thinking of something serious and a big change now...i'm so confuse should i or shouldn't i...erm..thinking about this day by day....i should make this change truly with my heart and soul....am i ready for that? still another question marks puzzling inside my head...i'm so confuse...accepting or rejecting it? accepting meaning i'm changing my whole life...sooner or later i need to change also...now it's the matter of time...am i ready for this? Ahhh...just couldn't make up my mind now...so complicated...so difficult....so many thing to think...May Allah give me the Bless of everything...puzzle...puzzling...and puzzling again....think...and think...and think...and make the decision...Ohh....