A lot...

I'm am so busy in my mind nowadays...a lot and a lot of thing to think...think...and think...huhu...a lot of calls a lot of research and a lot of everything...Owh..sigh....i am such a thinker i guess...from the smallest thing to the biggest thing i want to think...and that's make me insomnia i guess...couldn't sleep well at nite and feeling tired during the day...am i a perfectionist? just want everything to be perfect and smooth...don't like any flaws and any obstacle at the moment...cause of this situation...my appetite is also gone with the wind...just have some food during lunch but now feeling nausea and feeling like want to vomit out everything...