Stay away and stay aside

Sometimes u feel tired of everything that happen and try to stay away from everything and everyone...just stay aside and look at what happen without bothering to know what is going to happen...and what is the result...the curiosity is totally lost and i just want to stay away from that...the motivational value in myself is decreasing as i feel no one is appreciating my presence...maybe that's only in my mind or it's just the way i express my dissatisfaction...so don't blame on me if I'm not participating....my heart is already gone...and still hurt....