B.O.R.E.D

When i feel bored..
I will wandering around..
I will looking at people...
I will looking at the scenery...

Is this a wonderful moment to enjoy...
My brain is not functioning well right now...
Feel like do not know what to do...
This make my stress level going up...

Doing nothing can make you stress?
I think it's true...
Thinking what to do next...
Thinking what else left for you to perform...

Oh...this is bothering me...
I feel like wanna laying down at my bed...
Enjoying this moment to sleep and have wonderful dreams..
Getting into beautiful and exciting wonderland...

(-_-) eyza

what a bored day...

oh...I feel damn bored...if it continue like this, i don't think i can stay here long...so bored at the moment...oh...what should i do..no task to complete...i need to be creative to complete the day...aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...please help me...anyboody have extra work for me to do...let me perform it...

how should i describe myself now...i feel like lost in a strange island where i'm all alone and nothing to do...huhh....I also feel like my brain will have dead brain if this continue....i think i should study java now....but i need to have the study mood in order for me to capture this programming language...uhhh...go to work with no work also can make you stress too...cause now i need to think what activity should i do in order to fulfill my day...

yooooo....i think i should make a poem or creating songs at the moment...so that i won't feel that bored and feel like dying waiting to complete the 8 hours working time today...or anybody have suggestion for me??what should i do?? a lot of question marks in my head right now....?????

(-_-) sob...sob...sob...waaaaa......

Jari-jemari...

jari-jemariku ligat menaip..
jari-jemariku terus-terusan berjasa...
jari-jemari ini juga mengikut rentaknya..
sekali sekala jari-jemari ini menghiburkan jiwa...

mungkin kita tidak sedar..
mungkin kita rasakan remeh...
mungkin banyak yg alpa...
anugerah Illahi yg istimewa ini..

walaupun jari jemari ini kecil...
tp tugasnya begitu hebat..
membantu menyiapkan kerja...
membantu kehidupan seharian kita..

aku bersyukur ke hadrat Illahi..
kerna menganugerahkan jari-jemari ini...
jari-jemari yang begitu telus...
menemaniku walau apa jua rintangannya...

Nukilan : eyza

Hatiku ini...

Saat dan ketika ini..
Aku terasa diri ini seperti tidak mampu menanggung..
Menahan sebak didada...
Menahan air mata...

Pelbagai persoalan timbul dihatiku...
Apa lagi yang dia mahukan dari aku..
Tidak puas lagikah hati ini dilukainya...
Masih kurangkah penyeksaan yang diberikan kepadaku..

Aku begitu keliru...
Aku begitu naif untuk memahami..
Aku begitu kusut memikirkannya..
Aku tak mampu merungkai apa disebalik semua ini...

Sudah aku noktahkan hubungan itu...
Sudah aku hanyutkan perasaan itu..
Sudah aku buang memori indah itu...
Telah kukosongkan hatiku ini...

Namun kala aku mengubat luka dihatiku ini...
Engkau menjelma semula...
Mendamba kasih lama yang telah berkuburan...
Mengharapkan aku akan kembali padamu...

Jawapannya sama sekali "TIDAK"
Aku tidak mahu engkau wujud lagi dalam hidupku..
Aku tidak mahu hati aku terus terseksa...
Aku tidak mahu hidup aku terus merana...

Di sini aku hanya memohon..
Lepaskan diriku ini...
Biarkan aku bebas...
Seperti camar yang terbang luas di angkasa...

Biarkan aku gembira seperti insan lain...
Biarkan aku mengecapi bahagia kembali...
Biarkan aku bisa tersenyum and tertawa...
Jangan berdarahkan kembali luka di hatiku ini...

Aku hanya mahukan kebahagian itu...
Aku hanya mahukan kehidupanku kembali...
Kehidupan sebelum aku mengenalimu dulu...
Kala aku begitu tenang dan menikmati setiap ruang kehidupan....

Luahan hatiku: eyza

Kehidupan...

Kehidupan...
Keindahan yg tak terucap kala kebahagian yg kulalui...
Keperitan yg tak terucap jua kala malapetaka menimpa...
Senyuman dan tawa ria kala kegembiraan melanda...
Tangisan dan kedukaan kala kesedihan menimpa...

Kehidupan...
Aku diajar erti kehidupan kala aku dilahirkan lagi..
Aku diajar erti kesusahan hidup dr zaman kecilku...
Aku diajar erti kebahagian bersama keluargaku..
Walaubagaimana ombaknya aku tetap laluinya...

Kehidupan...
Aku hampir meniti kematian satu saat dahulu...
Aku hampir lenyap dlm dunia ini...
Menutupi mata meninggalkan kehidupan ini..
Namun aku masih di sini kerna belum ajalku...

Kehidupan...
Pelbagai yang telah kutempuhi...
Kadang2 aku rasa ingin mengalah menempuhi dugaannya...
Namun aku perlu terus berdiri..
Demi org2 tersayang di sampingku...

Kehidupan...
Berapa lama lagi mampu aku bertahan...
Berapa banyak dugaan lagi...
Atau mungkin ini kehidupan yang aku perlu tempuhi...
Onak2 berduri di samping disulami bunga2 indah disisinya...

Nukilan : eyza

Friends and Family...

I love Ramadhan month so much...i can spent time together with friends and family during sahur or break fast. What a wonderful moment of it...spending time with the one that we love and appreciate people around us. I really love the time when we can enjoy the food together with all the joy and laugh. During this time, i can meet all my friends from childhood, university friends, ex-officemate and also officemate. Wow...it is awesome right...we can chit chat and gossip during that time too (leh kurang pahala pose aku) ...hehehe...erm..what ever it is...this Ramadhan month is such a bless month which give you lots of blessing from Allah and also can strengthen the relationship among family and friends too. I love it so much....Here are some pictures taking from my break fast activity with friends and family. Enjoy it...love you all... :)

Ramadhan and Food...

Ramadhan and food...what a synonym combination of both...everyday people will have different menu to break fasting...hehe...same as me...everyday planning what to eat during break fast..heheh..so here i upload some of the food that i eat during the past 11 days of fasting...