Awaken demon..

I'm on the hard road..
Really in deep pain that nobody know..
Feel like staying in the dark prison..
Where I can only see darkness inside..

The thing that i afraid off is repeating again..
I have no luck until now..
Only see the sorrow and the pathetic life of my own..
Getting worst day by day..

I'm waken up my demon..
Cause i cannot be an angel to stand still..
Now i will stay on my dark side..
Where my tears is replacing my laugh..

My sadness is replacing my joy..
No more sincere smile i guess..
Only the fake one will reveal..
I need to build the tough wall..

Cause my heart is no more there..
Only the heartless one still live..
Where do not know what is happiness means..
I'm the demon of my own now..