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In Pain...

 

This is what i feel at the moment...feeling like dying at any moment...so in pain...Pain..Pain...Pain...Ya Allah Please help me on this...:( 

Takut

Tetiba aku rasa takut...aku buat solat istikarah agi kali nie....hati aku semakin jauh lagi...patutkah aku membuat keputusan sedrastik itu? ermm...takut nyer...akan aku teruskan lg 6 hari...tengok apa keputusan yg seterusnya...Ya Allah berikanlah aku kekuatan utk membuat keputusan yg besar dlm hidupku ini....tunjukkanlah yg mana yg terbaik utk aku...yg bukan milikku jauhilah mereka dr aku...aku tidak mampu menolak mereka...hanya padaMu aku berserah...

Aku rindu...

Tetiba aku rasa aku rindu sgt diri aku yg dulu...boleh x camtue...minah rock dan rugged yg sengal tahap ngok ngek...ke mana diri aku itu sudah ilang? mungkin dr segi pakaian aku berubah...tp diri aku pun cam dah semakin hilang...ke mana dia dah pi? aku kena cari balik mana diri aku itu....mungkin ker sebab gangguan dr bendasing2 yg lama tue membuatkan aku tenggelam dlm diriku sendiri....

How to speak it out...

Mr. x....please leave me alone...is that possible from you...i beg u so much please leave me alone...i just wanna stay on my new path and way...you have choose your way and i have choose mine...but why on earth you keep on bothering my life...i just want you to get rid from my life...please stop disturbing my life with all the lies and all the sweet talk...i'm so numb with that already...i just want you to get lost from my life...i need to keep on going and not stay at the old borderline like waiting something fall from the sky...please release me from all of this...i want to be happy...i want to stay alive...if you keep on bothering my life how can i move on....yes am selfish girl nowadays...no need to appeal or critics me like you use to do...i am different people...i am new me...i am that strong girl and no more naive girl that you use to know...STOP ALL OF THIS...LEAVE ME ALONE!!!

Con Te Partiro

I'm falling in love with this song...what a great voice...love it so much...awesome...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Wdx5nGphnAI&feature=related 

 Lyrics to Time To Say Goodbye (Con Te Partirò) 

Quando sono solo
Sogno allorizzonte
E mancan le parole
Si lo so che non c? luce
In una stanza
Quando manca il sole
Se non ci sei tu con me, con me.
Su le finestre
Mostra a tutti il mio cuore
Che hai acceso
Chiudi dentro me
La luce che
Hai incontrato per strada

Time to say goodbye
Paesi che non ho mai
Veduto e vissuto con te
Adesso si li vivro.
Con te partiro
Su navi per mari
Che io lo so
No no non esistono piu
Its time to say goodbye.

Quando sei lontana
Sogno allorizzonte
E mancan le parole
E io si lo so
Che sei con me con me
Tu mia luna tu sei qui con me
Mio sole tu sei qui con me
Con me con me con me

Time to say goodbye
Paesi che non ho mai
Veduto e vissuto con te
Adesso si li vivro.
Con te partiro
Su navi per mari
Che io lo so
No no non esistono piu
Con te io li rivivro.
Con te partiro
Su navi per mari
Che io lo so
No no non esistono piu
Con te io li rivivro.
Con te partiro
Io con te.

ENGLISH TRANSLATION

When I'm alone I dream of the horizon and words fail me.
There is no light in a room where there is no sun
and there is no sun if you're not here with me, with me.
From every window unfurls my heart the heart that you have won.
Into me you've poured the light,
the light that you found by the side of the road.

Time to say goodbye.
Places that I've never seen or experienced with you.
Now I shall, I'll sail with you upon ships across the seas,
seas that exist no more,
it's time to say goodbye.

When you're far away I dream of the horizon and words fail me.
And of course I know that you're with me, with me.
You, my moon, you are with me.
My sun, you're here with me with me, with me, with me.

Time to say goodbye.
Places that I've never seen or experienced with you.
Now I shall, I'll sail with you upon ships across the seas,
seas that exist no more,

I'll revive them with you.
I'll go with you upon ships across the seas,
seas that exist no more,
I'll revive them with you.
I'll go with you.