15 days to go...

Wow...believe it or not...another 15 days to go to the BIG day...huhu...and there are several things to finish it up...several issues come across making my head like exploding...several issues that make me smile when making it...and several issues that me grow on making decision...hahahaha..what a wonderful experiences...love it and i only have another 15 days to go through this process...:)

Baju Sanding

waaa....rasa nak nangis...rasa sengal2 semua ada ler...tau aku punya terkejut tengok baju sanding aku when first fitting recently...jauh sungguh dr jangkaan atau expectation aku...aku terus rasa nak demam...now aku tengok balik baju tue aku ada snap a few photo...OMG i just don't like it...please i couldn't wear something that is not totally what i want...paying for quite a big amount and i got this...please that's not my taste at all...terus rasa kejung otak ngan saraf2 otak aku nie..smp dah beberapa hari tido dah x tentu hala...designer ckp xper nanti dtg second fitting sure cantiknya...but looking at the design i don't think i would like it even 10 times going for fitting...the baju is so crowded...penuh ngan labuci2...masyaallah i just want something that is elegant...sweet and simple...not like this the rich and totally out...i don't like it...just cross my fingure and hopefully i can change to other design or not i'm not paying for the balance and forget about the baju at all...sgt stress dgn benda nie...dok sibuk finding new design...:(

The Long Journey

I just come back from long journey to the north...smp border nak ke Siam aku travel...huhu..my journey start from Hari Raya Haji recently...From KL --> Ipoh-->Penang-->Kedah-->Perlis -->Georgetown -->Ipoh -->KL --> TPM...wakakakak..:P rasa nak titun...nak bergolek2 di tilam jer nie...if i can found any pillow at the moment for sure i will fall asleep...but at least i feel relief...the wedding invitation for abah family side is done...hopefully they can make it to the wedding...since my wedding date is like the hot date in town...huhu...sendiri jugak cari pasal kawin tarikh2 org suka..lain kali sesapa nak kawin sila ler pilih tarikh yg not hot date k...senang nak wat invitation..hehehe..:P

Design Baju Nikah

Aku sekarang sedang berfikiran tentang design baju nikah aku...huhu...nak wat camner ler design nyer erk?nak wat baju kurung moden ker? jubah panjang ker?...some ideas tengah tanya en.google nie..result dr google :cam kat atas tue...

rasa cam nak kain cam gambo 1...kain yg flowy2 gitu..
pastue nak tgn cam gambo 2...
nak veil cam gambo 3 - veil pendek udah ler kot kan
bentuk baju cam gambo 4...tp kat tengkuk tue ada design lain sket...hehehe...
camner ler outcome nyer nanti kan???

Happy Birthday Darling...

Today is a special day to my Mr.H....owh yeah...he's one more year older today...Happy Birthday Darling...Hope all the bless in you...and all the happiness be with u...xoxoxo...luv ya...:)

Training

This whole week i will be having training in Amcorp Mall...new routine for temporary...early in the morning dah kena bgn dah...org kat train punya ler ramai...normal office hour...usually pegi kerja odd hour...amik ko terpaksa ler bersesak2 utk minggu nie...:P

Love it...

love the hand bouquet so much....sgt menarik kan..

I've been browsing for DIY stuff and i found this lovely and creative wedding i guess...love it so much...simple...sweet...unique and creative ones...

http://ruffledblog.com/2010/07/a-diy-handcrafted-wedding-with-a-bouquet-made-of-ribbons-and-rickrack-by-goodnickels-photography/

want something like this...but...hahaha...reti ker nak wat benda2 kreatif nie...:P

The Wedding Theme Color

Ahaks....finally aku akan reveal my wedding theme color...i just love these one...fuchsia..just look at above picture...sgt menarik dan menawan...tp dah jenuh berjln kat jln TAR mencari lace color tue...smp sekarang x jumpa2...waaaa...kena terus berusaha...gambatte!!! tp color theme for family and friends is purple k...wear any purple outfit to my wedding...yahooo!!!
gambo amik kat sini http://theperfectpalette.blogspot.com/search/label/Fuchsia

Memory in Barcelona

It's been a while when i was in Barcelona recently...attending the ECGS Gathering...meeting all the key person in our company...some of the pictures to share with u all..:)

Wedding Update

Huhu it's 93 days to the wedding...approximately lg 3 bulan mak datuk dekat dah rupanya...patut la org keliling aku dah bising...ko dah siap ker semuanyer...sehingga kdg2 soklan2 tue merunsingkan kepala otak aku...ermm...ngan borang..ngan kad kawin...ngan caterer...mak aihh...poning kepala oden...okies let me share some of it...ermm...

1) Tempat kawin:
Dewan:
Some of the dewan yg ada kat Ipoh nie :

· Dewan Mahkamah Syariah

- Contact :Pakcik aku

- RM700

- Capacity : 250 people

- Nak renovation ( maka x jd ler nak booking)

· Dewan MBI - nie mmg payah sungguh nak bookingnya...

· Dewan UMNO

- RM1300

- Capacity : 300 people

- 30 tables, chairs and air-cond provided

- Deposit : 300

- Contact : 05-2530471

- Dah ada org booking

· Dewan Risda

- Contact : 05 - 5453694 @ 05-5453697

- Contact Person : En.Sharifudin (019-5736980)

- RM1500 (whole day)

- Capacity : 200 – 220 people

- 22 tables,banquet chair and air-cond provided

- DAH BOOKING

2) Caterer

· Tudong Saji Catering

- RM8 per head – Buffet

- RM8.50 per head – Hidang

- FOC – Makanan Pengantin 12 px

- FOC – Rombongan Pengantin Lelaki – Servis ‘4 Dome’

- 4 Menu

- Deposit : 50%

- Contact Number : 012 – 5150696

- Alamat : No.14, Lorong Istana, Bandar Ipoh Raya, Ipoh

· Nan Catering – fully book

· Al-Irsyad Catering

- RM8 per head – Buffet

- RM8.50 per head – Hidang

- Makanan Pengantin

- Makanan Rombongan lelaki

- Menu

- Deposit :

- Contact Number : 012 – 597 3593 @ 05-313 5586 @ al_irsyad@hotmail.com

- Alamat : 79, Jln Harilela, Tmn Sri Rapat,31350 Ipoh, Perak

· Sha Food

- RM8 per head – Buffet

- RM8.50 per head – Hidang

- Makanan Pengantin

- Makanan Rombongan lelaki

- Menu - kena request nanti dia fax kan

- Deposit :

- Contact Number : 05-357 5727

- Alamat : 29 & 31, Persiaran Sengat Baru, 31 Tmn Bersatu, Simpang Pulai

· Pak Mat Catering

- RM7.50 per head – Buffet

- RM8.00 per head – Hidang

- RM250 - Makanan Pengantin

- Makanan Rombongan lelaki

- 4 Menu, 1 Buah

- Deposit :

- Contact Number : 05-201 3435 (Hj Sejari)

· Hart Restaurant & Catering

- RM7.00 per head – Buffet

- RMper head – Hidang --> x tanya pun

- Makanan Rombongan lelaki

- Menu - nak kena decide this coming weekend

- Deposit :

- Contact Number : 05-401 1717 (En.Fuad)

- 019-552 1717

- 019-553 1717

- DAH BOOKING

3) Butik Pengantin

· Butik Zetty kat Puchong

· Amy Gajah Butik

· De’Aida Butik

· Haifa Bridal

- SHARIFAH ALIZA SAID EDIN -0175009571 , 0195000685 ,0165435606

- Haifabridal2006@hotmail.com / Haifabridal@yahoo.com

- DAH BOOKING

4) Photographer - Bidik and the geng - DAH BOOKING

5) DJ/Karaoke – En.Roslan – DAH BOOKING

6) Kad Kahwin - Amozon Future Corp Sdn. Bhd. - Kat Pertama Kompleks (012-222 6382)
- DAH SIAP

7) Kompang - Group Mak Gbum - DAH BOOKING

8) Bunga Pahar - In progress

9) Doorgift - In progress

10) Borang Nikah - Belum siap gaks
- HIV Test - DAH BUAT

11) Barang2 hantaran - 90 % complete

12) Baju Nikah - Will hantar to tailor this coming weekend
Baju Sanding - First fitting done...:P

13) Baju Ahli keluarga - DAH BELI - kena anto tempah

14) Pengapit - ini nak kena pikir baju apa...color apa...dan semua yg apa2 ler kan...huhu

15) Videographer - Berjaya to find one...yahooo!!! budget one..hehehe...

16) Corsages - Done

17) Canopy - utk extra guest and caterer?

18) Lain-lain
Centerpiece -
Thank you tag -
Hand Bouquet -
Sign Board to the wedding place -
Candy bar?

Serabut vs Teratur

Lately my mind is so serabut...apa ke bendanya yg menyerabutkan otakku...byk sgt soklan kena tanya...nak kejar ke situ ke mari...byk benor benda nak kena pikirkan...ada sesapa volunteer nak tolong pikirkan...byk benor objection nyer...semua nyer x kena...ahh...runsing plus serabut...keje pun cam haram...aku rasa otak aku nie pick up kalah keretapi senandung mlm...slow tahap dewa nak memahamkan keje2 aku yg berlambak...ajengan runsing...agaknya mmg xder talent ler nak keje ini...tengah pikir patut stay atau go on...kdg2 nak pikir positif gaks...aku boleh buat nie...tp kalo dah tahap slow kura2 jer nie...jd bosan dah aku nie...xder benda menarik dah boleh aku teruskan...nak cabar diri pun cam x larat...tp aku nak pi mana laks? malas tahap gaban nak cari lain...waaaa....ker aku nyer bendera jepun yg menyebabkan aku nie negatif...sensitif...dan semua2 yg tif2 belaka ler kan...suka benor cepat terasa lately nie...ish...hormon instable tul...nak kena teratur kan hidup aku balik nie...ilang serabut serabai...ngan diri pun cam x berapa terurus...tido dan rehat x cukup dr balik Barcelona agi...ke hulu ke hilir berjln jer kejenya...pastue tido jgn harap ler cukup kan...balik kg pepagi dah kena bgn...huhu...laundry baju dah penuh tahap apa ntah...runsing tengok biler ler nak basuh baju nie...x sempat benor rasanya...bilik pun cam kurang teratur...mungkin penyebab kerunsingan jugak kot...pastue keje kawin laks ada ajer yg x kena...ish2...payah nak puaskan hati semua org...jgn aku give up terus xmo kawin sudah...rasa nak cabut lari jer kdg2 tue...ngan keje yg berlambak dan berlonggok kat ofis nie...ngan sakit perut bendera jepun nie...ahhh...

My BestDay

Last 20 years ++ back, i was born during this date and forcing my mom to go out to the real world...and here i am the big little girl to a woman already i guess...wakakaka...but still kanak2 ribena agi k...hehehe...biler nak besar nie...:P

One day and the count is increasing

Today is the last day for the age of the year...tommorrow i will be turning to another new number...insyaallah...ermm...what have i achieved during the past year...

1) I have manage to wear tudung...(belajar2 jd muslimah)
2) Meet a special man in my life...hahaha...ini aku x sangka sioot...
3) Building a special relationship with that special guy...and i'm engaged with him..:)
4) Planning of my wedding by the end of the year..
5) Career wise...i'm a little bit open to programming now...hahahaha...trying to fall with that...still in the process..
6) Health - not so good at the moment...probably need to find out some way to become healthier..
7) Monetary - able to keep a few buck in ASB...wakakaka...finally...
8) Family - i think my familyhood is getting closer than before...ada hikmah dgn segala yg terjadi..
9) Friends - a lot of support around me...love u all so much...:)

The Pain Comes and Go

My back is having pain once again...pain from the lower back to the upper back too...feeling so stiff and strain along the spine...numb on the hand and also feeling a little bit weak on the leg...ermm...just all of a sudden this happen...i try to diagnose what actually that cause the pain to come back...what can i said is that i x reti dok diam...not enough rest and the spine is utilizing it all along the days...weeks...and month i guess..added with some spice of falling down twice on the ground...bending my back a lot too...gatal to basuh and berus baju beria2 that's one of the reason also...huhu...all are my fault...x sedar diri...x reti dok diam...waaa...:(

Corn and callus

Oucch...that's the word...my foot is in pain...waaaa...this is the first time i got this callus underneath my foot...it's causing pain every time i want to walk or stand....when there is pressure to it it will like compress and causing uneasy and pain to it...it's been a month with that condition...just so uncomfortable with it...already 3 times visiting the clinics on this matter...eating antibiotic...putting duofilm to it...another one is ellgy...i went to meet pharmacist and the pharmacist said there's no medication on it...it will go away on it's own...only a pain killer or patch which can reduce the pain not to treat it...it took probbably 2-3 moths or years...owh...i did some research on it and the main cause of this corn nor callus is PRESSURE...huhu...
some reading on it...the different between corn and callus...
http://www.epodiatry.com/corns-callus.htm

Salam Ramadhan Al-Mubarak

Bulan yg mulia nie dtg lg...Alhamdulillah aku masih berkesempatan menikmatinya...masih bernyawa utk bersama2 menyambutnya...moga ramadhan kali ini dpt lebih keberkatan dan manfaat daripadanya...amin...Salam Ramadhan Al-Mubarak buat keluarga...teman2...dan seluruh umat Islam...:)

Falling down

Ouchhhh...i keep on falling to the ground nowadays...today i fell down again...and this mean it's already 2 weeks on the row that i fell down to the ground...and my body already sakit2...sengal2...i'm in a discomfort zone now...sgt2 x selesa...am i getting very clumsy nowadays? benda nak jd kan...can't avoid...

FitFlop

Saya sgt gembira menyarungkan kasut FitFlop yg sgt selesa dipakai...mmg sgt2 sesuai utk semua org...biler jln rasa kaki bouncy2 sket...cam kaki kat tilam empuk...gembira sgt...mmg sgt sesuai jugak utk org2 yg sakit belakang...Thank you so much Mr.H...belikan saya kasut ini...walaupun harga utk satu kasut ini agak mahal la aku rasa...tp mmg berbaloi...baloi...sekarang nie boleh berjln2 dgn kaki yg lebih selesa...xder ler dok mengadu ngan Mr.H sakit kaki lg...hehehe..:p
utk tahu lebih lanjut rujuk web nie:
http://www.fitflop.com/

Lawatan ke Dewan

Keadaan dlm Dewan Risda Ipoh

Kat luar bangunan tue...

Depan dewan...ini ler dewan aku nak kawin nanti...:P

Melawat dgn mak sekali..mcm2 dok bincang tue..

5 July yg lalu aku dan Mr.H amik cuti untuk melihat dewan yg kami tempah utk perkahwinan kami kelak...Dewan Risda Ipoh. Alhamdullilah...dewan x ler besar sgt but just nice for our wedding i guess...not too big and not too small...saya gembira dgn keadaan dewan yg agak teratur...kerusi2 banquet pun masih elok...pentas pun elok...semuanya seperti yg dikehendaki...saya gembira...:) some picture of the dewan...

Perkara-Perkara untuk Setelkan

Ini aku amik dari setelkawin.com nyer website. Thanks for the brilliant checklist i guess...hehehe...

1. Daftar kursus kawin - aku dah ada / Mr.H kena amik nie

2. Set tarikh (nikah dan sanding) - dah set the date

3. Lengkapkan borang dan dokumen berkaitan - cari borang - hantar lg 3 bulan nak kawin

4. Pilih tema majlis kahwin - akunya dah ada / Mr.H nyer pun dah ada

5. Buat medical check-up (HIV) - belum setel

6. Beli barang2 hantaran - dah beli barang kemas ,kasut Mr.H dah setel,perfume both side dah setel, belum 100% setel

7. Beli souvenir dan bunga telur -belum setel

8. Beli alat2 untuk gubahan barang hantaran -belum setel

9. Tempah juru nikah atau tok kadi - belum setel

10. Senaraikan tetamu yang nak dijemput - belum setel

11. Tempah kad jemputan -dah booking..kena pilih kad laks..

12. Gubah barang2 hantaran -belum setel

13. Tempah pelamin -belum setel

14. Book juru solek atau mak andam -belum setel

15. Pilih busana pengantin -belum setel

16. Tempah dewan - dah setel - Dewan Risda Ipoh

17. Tempah juru kamera dan/atau juru video - Bidik and the geng

18. Hiasan meja makan beradap (sekali dengan menu hidangan) - belum setel

19. Hiburan (kompang ke, silat gayung ker, marhaban, tarian dll.) - dah setel (booking)

20. Membuat banting atau signage (jika berkaitan) - kena anta gamba..

21. Baju Nikah - baju Mr.H setel, baju aku kena pi tempah, veil dlm process

6 bulan lagi...

Ada lagi 6 bulan untuk persiapan perkahwinan...minggu lepas pegi Nilai 3 untuk tengok barang2 kawin...but not that murah la...kat KL lagi murah i think so...accept for a few barang2 ler kan...besar benor Nilai 3 nie...x sedar dekat 5 jam aku ngan family dah berjalan kat situ...hikhik...mmg kaki shopping la kan..berjln x sedar sebab semua benda2 kat situ sgt cantik2 dan comey2 belaka...cari idea nak wat gubahan hantaran kawin laks..ada ler berkenan ngan benda2 kat situ..but tengok la whether nak beli situ atau x...belanjawan kawin kasar pun dah siap...aku ngan Mr.H dah bincang...fuyooo...byk sungguh nilainya...tersedak2 gaks la kan...aku dok pening2 gaks...hopefully we manage to get that amount..:) insyaallah boleh kot kan...kena squeeze the budget every month very tightly...dah xleh suka2 nak pi shopping tiap2 bulan...wakakaka..kena sacrificed sket....minggu nie nak pi kenduri Aan kat Muar pastue pi kenduri Ordoz kat Ipoh laks ari ahad tue...then me and Mr.H decide to amik cuti utk tengok dewan dan wat a few preparation for our big day...:) gembira2...bergerak pelan2...ari nie nak pi Habib Jewel tengok barang kemas...gembira2...seronok2..:) sesapa yg nak kawin tue baik pi Habib Jewel from 2-4July nie...ada renovation sale...leh ler dpt murah sket kot barang kemas yg nak dibeli tue...hikhik...nak beli gelang ker rantai erk?wakakaka...cian Mr.H...byk duit kena
belanja laks...nie promo habib jewel tue :
http://www.habibjewels.com/web/habib-promo.htm

Gubahan Hantaran Pertunanganku

Ini bunga yg dibuat sendiri dr kain organza..:)

Ini gubahan before ada benda dlm bakul tue..

Bunga2 organza yg aku buat sendiri..:)

Hantaran : Sumi - tp nie x jd kasi sebab dah jd nombor genap(comey kan)

Hantaran : Cup cakes - tq kat sepupu aku ayu...kasi cup cakes tue...

Hantaran : Coklat...yg paling comey dan aku sgt suka..:D

Hantaran : Sepasang Baju Melayu

Hantaran : Kek Coklat yg sgt enak...:D

Hantaran : Ayam Bulat

Hantaran : Potpouri

Hantaran : Air Manisan

Hantaran : Pulut Kuning

Hantaran : Buah-buahan

Aku lupa nak update gubahan hantaran yg aku bersusah payah buat tue...bersusah payah memerah otak membuat gubahan hantaran aku nie..wakakaka..last2 ini ler hasilnya...gubahan hantaran pertunangan aku hari tue...smp pukul 3 pagi aku menyiapkan semuanya...nak buat awal2 dr kl...takut nanti balik ipoh semua gubahan jd x elok..maka balik ipoh baru terpinga2 nak menyiapkan...hasilnya seperti ini.Ada satu makcik aku buat...ada satu kakak ipar aku buat. Yang makanan2 tue kakak, mak ngan mama yg masakan.Tq semua for all your effort and support..:D

Persiapan Perkahwinan

Sejak lepas bertunang nie, aku busy laks menguruskan persiapan perkahwinan....mcm2 dlm otak aku...cheklist nie x siap2...belanjawan kawin pun x siap2 agi nie...cuma satu jer yg dah berjaya dibuat...booking dewan utk kawin...next...cari caterer...walaupun ada dekat 6 bulan lg...tp kalo lengah2 mmg nanti wat keje last minute sakit jiwa dan raga laks...this week cam stress sket...bdn penat....jln kaki pi dan balik keje....pastue otak pun penat gaks...keje dan nak pikir itu ini pasal kawin...aku nie thinker sgt la...kdg2 mood pun out...cian kat en.tunangku...sabor jer melayan perangai aku yg cam sengal nie...tp itu ler wat kata en.tunang...kalo rehat x cukup...perut lapo...bdn x selesa...otak penat mula ler meragam...wakakakak....dah cam dak kecik laks aku nie...sabor jer ler kan...:P

Pertunangan

Tanggal 6/6/2010 adalah tarikh bahagia untuk aku dan Mr.H....aku selamat menjadi tunangnya...selangkah lagi menuju ke gerbang perkahwinan...pelbagai dugaan dan pancaroba perlu aku lalui untuk sampai ke tahap ini...namun kami berjaya mengharunginya...aku mohon pada Illahi...moga kami berdua sampai ker jinjang pelamin dan membina keluarga yg bahagia...pelbagai perasaan aku yg bercampur aduk untuk aku lalui ini....akhirnya majlis pertunangan aku berjaya direalisasikan...alhamdulillah...aku panjatkan kesyukuran ke hadrat Illahi kerana semuanya berjalan seperti yg dirancang...hehehe...sekarang sibuk nak buat persiapan kawin pulak...beberapa bulan sahaja lagi...planning kena buat betul2...kalo x mmg kelam kabut ler jdnya...hehehe...gamba2 hari gembira saya untuk dikongsi bersama rakan2...:D

Accident

Sudah lama aku x update blog nie...ini kerana mcm2 perkara terjadi yg menghalang aku dari dpt mengupdate blogku ini...berbagai pancaroba dan dugaan aku lalui...mungkin ini ler org kata dugaan bila kita nak membuat sesuatu yg baik kan...huhu...minggu lepas aku ditimpa musibah...keadaan yg tidak diduga aku kemalangan jalan raya...dlm perjalanan pulang untuk ke kampung halaman untuk menyelesaikan satu majlis ringkas yg bakal diadakan...huhu...malang yg tidak berbau...aku kemalangan dan terpaksa dikejarkan ke hospital dan ditahan di situ selama 3 hari 3 mlm...dgn keadaan leher aku yg tidak boleh bergerak...perasaan cemas dan ketakutan membuak2 dlm dadaku...huhu...dlm sekelip mata sahaja kejadian itu terjadi...dlm berborak2...aku terbabas...hancur kereta kecilku kerana kejadian tersebut...mujur aku dan temanku tidak mengalami kecederaan yg teruk...dgn keadaan gelap gelita tanpa lampu jln...dgn hujan yg turun ke bumi...aku terpinga2 kebinggungan...apa yg patut aku lakukan...huhu...cemas sungguh...pintu kereta pulak tidak boleh bukak...bagaimana nie...kerisauan meningkat...mujur temanku berjaya membuka pintunya dan melihat keadaan kereta yg telah terpelosok di balik semak dan di balik tiang yg terlanggar itu...ku lihat kiri dan ku lihat kanan tiada siapa yg boleh ku minta tolong untuk bantuan...akhirnya kakak ipar aku dtg dan bawa aku dan temanku ke hospital..

Incident yg comey...

aku mulakan dgn ketawa dulu...wakakaka...ari nie aku dpt msg kat phone digi aku...sms camnie.."akum syg...syg watpe?syg dah g klinik ker,ape cite?"....pastue msg kedua..."syg dah blk ker"...pastue msg ke-3 "slmt mlm syg...muah..."....aku ala2 terkejut la kan...sapa laks nombor aku x kenal anto ke aku syg2 nie...wakakaka...lawak apa laks org yg anto nie...kang tau Mr.H aku alamatnya kena tembak tenggelam kat tasik titiwangsa tue...wakakakaka...maka aku pun anto ler msg "sapa nie?salah anto msg ker".....x lama kemudian aku dpt reply and mention "sori kak...handset saya rosak..." dlm kepala otak aku ckp..mana laks org nie tau aku nie akak ker abg kan...wakakakak...rasa nak ketuk jer...suka2 panggil org kakak...biler masa aku kawin ngan abg ko...wakakakka...nak jd citer...aku teruskan membaca msg tue..."saya nie saf*** adik Mr.H...sori ye" wakakaka...rupanya2 bakal adik ipar aku...wakakaka...betul ler apa yg dlm otak aku td...aku bakal kawin ngan abg dia...so betul ler dia panggil aku kakak...wakakakka...kesimpulannya...baca ler msg tue smp habis baru ler wat kesimpulan dlm otak...wakkakaka..:P

Stay away and stay aside

Sometimes u feel tired of everything that happen and try to stay away from everything and everyone...just stay aside and look at what happen without bothering to know what is going to happen...and what is the result...the curiosity is totally lost and i just want to stay away from that...the motivational value in myself is decreasing as i feel no one is appreciating my presence...maybe that's only in my mind or it's just the way i express my dissatisfaction...so don't blame on me if I'm not participating....my heart is already gone...and still hurt....

3 silent killer...

The famous 3 silent killer nowadays in this modern era...and the statistic from health minister reported that these 3 silent killer is spreading all over the world...and there are:

1) Heart Attack
2) Stroke
3) Cancer

So please be aware of this and take serious consideration of what you EAT...how's your lifestyle and how you take care of yourself...this is very...very...very important everybody...love yourself than you can spread the love to others...

The Talent again...

Today i received email mention that talent searching for 2010 will be commence in anytime from now...wakakaka...make me smile alone and flash back the memory of talent show last year that i joined...hehehe...such a memorable and nice thing to remember...Eventhhough we didn't win it but i have a very good experience presenting on the stage in Talin, Estonia and it such an honor to bring our culture to the eye of the world...:D

A lot...

I'm am so busy in my mind nowadays...a lot and a lot of thing to think...think...and think...huhu...a lot of calls a lot of research and a lot of everything...Owh..sigh....i am such a thinker i guess...from the smallest thing to the biggest thing i want to think...and that's make me insomnia i guess...couldn't sleep well at nite and feeling tired during the day...am i a perfectionist? just want everything to be perfect and smooth...don't like any flaws and any obstacle at the moment...cause of this situation...my appetite is also gone with the wind...just have some food during lunch but now feeling nausea and feeling like want to vomit out everything...

Yellow Day...:D

The office turning to yellow today...EC Release 10.1 (16 April 2010) celebration is by wearing this fancy yellow t-shirt by all of the staff...we all look yellowish...and some of them said like "org digi" like in the advertisement....with the trademark..."i will follow you"...wakakakaka...hope we will follow all the success in our company and prosper in all our business...:D

Lolipop

Lolipop....that's the thing that i will go and find everything i am in stress mode...licking a lolipop is like a pleasure of releasing all the stress enzyme in my body...wakakakaka...it looks like funny statement rite...it works for me...but couldn't continue with this habit all the time i guess...cause later my sugar rate will be high...wakakaka...i got a Tupperware of lolipop at my place at the moment...thank you to ajue who give me that...love ya la ajue...:D look at those beautiful and colorful lolipop above...creating such an amazing feeling...just love it...:D

Barcelona?

This year company trip is to Barcelona Spain...waaa..but i don't think i could go and join the trip...the date is totally out of tune u know...feeling so disappointed at the moment when the date is on 9/9/10....one day before hari raya...hari raya of course need to go back to hometown and celebrate it with family...i told Mr.H that my company trip is on the Hari Raya day...and he said..."camner laks tue...xyah ler pegi...hari raya takkan nak pegi kot kan....mak camner nanti...adik awk agi..." huhuhu...that's why lol...sedih sungguh...:(

Stress and release

This whole week was an hectic week i guess...after one week of training...so a lot of work to be done...some issues assign to me in version 1.9.2 ...huhu...quite a tough issue for me i guess....well i'm the slow learner in programming...huhu...totally like a little tortoise...yesterday at one point i feel like quitting myself....so stress....i have the logic but couldn't put it in codes...and it should be in plsql...huhu...went for java class suddenly got issue in plsql laks...apa kesinambungan for the class...tp itu ler the system use all the combination of that...terima jer ler...motivate diri...:P

u know what i call Mr.H and told him that i couldn't sleep as my work is not finish yet and the dateline is tomorrow(referring to today)...and i was so stress up at the moment...couldn't sleep as my brain is working like a machine to find the solution of the problem...and Mr. H said...what's the problem...i told him i got debug error...but don't know how to fix it...you know what...Mr.H suddenly ask me..."kat line mana error awk tue...cuba awk kasi tau saya"...i was like...so funny lol...how can he know my codes he don't even have a look at it...and it's not he's area at all...i told him..."awk nie ler...nak tau line mana wat apa...bukan awk leh tolong saya pun.." and the laugh started....wakakakaka...he such a joker i guess...he know how to make me laugh even i was so stress up...hehehe....and i grin a lot after that...so i try to sleep and finally manage to sleep but yet i woke up every 2-3 hours...then finally i woke up at 5am and look at my work again...i prepare to go to work around 6.30 and reach office today around 8am...luckily datuk was there early in the morning and she help me with that...thank you so much datuk...u are the great datuk lol...she's the master in PTS...master of programming...her brain is like a programming machine which can codes anything....cause she really love programming...love ya so much datuk...finally i'm done with my work...yahooo!!!

After finish committing my work...i went to release my brain with having lunch outside the office...eating kfc...."idamanku selalu"....yahooo!!!....and now waiting the time to go to watch movie with ann....and also did some window shopping...is it window shopping???hahahaha...i love it lol...

Training

Last week was a week of study...hehehe...i went for java training course at CSC in Menara Amcorp...It was totally different routine for me...i need to wake up really early in the morning to use the public transport which are LRT and PUTRA...huhu...the first day i took the earliest train from LRT Ampang and interchange to PUTRA to Taman Jaya...u know what i reach at Taman Jaya around 7.30am...so damn early...i never know that i could reach this early...hahaha...i'm so new in using this public transport...so i'm just afraid i could be late if i took the late train...then now i end up so early...i just wait at Amcorp mall and sit on the bench there while reading my storybook...but yet i'm still too sleepy i guess...i  end up taking a nap on that bench...hahahah...:P On that day, i meet totally different people and total strangers for me...but yet i still can adapt with that changes and get to know them...we have 5 person who attended the course including me...hehehe...all from different company and different background...we went for lunch together...knowing new people is a great thing for me...cause i love expanding my network all round and meeting people...hahaha..:P 

Second day...i took a little bit late train...and reach taman jaya around 8.00am...yet still early too...lepak2 in front of Amcorp Mall and looking at people passing by...make me thinking how bless i am for what i have...there I saw people sweeping the floor...opening cafes...arranging chairs and doing other works that required a lot of energy and required them to work long hours too...waking up early in the morning and went back late night just to earn some money to survive in this metropolitan city...huhu...then it make me thinking at least i have better life than that...huhu...

Third day was still the same like the second day...during the breakfast and coffee time i have a chit chat with Ricky...Yong...Tye Hui and Wong...They all are very nice person...and funny too...I like chit chatting with them...:D feeling happy...today we finished around 5pm...and i need to chase for the train again...hahaha...reach home around 6.40pm...feeling tired...having good exercise walking and climbing the stairs...hahaha...

Fourth day was heavy load for me...the topics is heavy and need tremendous attention in order to understand...too many concept and theory need to remember....huhu...all the others agreed with my statement too...huhu...feeling like those days when i was studying in university...the brain is so tired...trying to compress everything in it...hahaha...try my best and i think approximately only 50% would stay and i understand...the others gone with the wind...hahaha..:P i went back quite late today around 5.45pm...and the worst case ever is when interchange to STAR LRT, the train was pack like a sardine tin and the air-cond in the train is not working...huhu...it was stuffy and hot...most of us in the train was sweating terribly...luckily i bring my "kipas kecik"...huhu....but still cannot beat the uncomfortable situation that i have that time...i'm feeling like fainting and falling on the floor with less air and some more i'm standing all along the way to station Ampang...and Ampang is the last station for that STAR...it was the longest journey i feel that time...i'm praying so much i will survive until the end...huhu...and at last i reach station Ampang...breathe the fresh air outside...feeling good again....since the brain is tired and the body is exhausted, i went to bed early...no TVs and no entertainment that nite...hehehe...:P I forget to mention i meet Abg Farid that day too...he got a course in Infotek for the whole week too...:)

Fifth day...i woke up late that day...hahaha...i went to the station around 7.45am and I expect the train will be there on time...but you know what a bad day...the train is having technical problem and until 8.00am the train is still not there...around 8.10am the train reach there and cause of the technical problem, the train stops several time...and took around 50 minutes to reach Masjid Jamek station...i was so damn late...huhu...i did fast walking to the next stop to take PUTRA to Taman Jaya...and the que is damn long...there are a lot of people around there...like a fiesta of waiting train there...what can i said i need to go there whether i like it or not...and I reach Taman Jaya around 9.20am...huhu...lucky the class hasn't started yet....thank you for the trainer to wait for me...we only left 2 topics more to cover that day....and the topics is quite light the trainer said.....and the best part is we finish the class early...before lunch we have done the whole course...yipppeeeee!!!! time for jln2...and relax mode...after the class i went to the one of the bookstore in Amcorp Mall...that day was the first day the bookstore open...so many of the books are discounted...before that i meet En.Sara at Infotek Training centre and chit chat with him....good to meet old officemate...a lot of stories to be story...hahaha..:P Then i call Kak Ina and she asked me to join her to book fair in PWTC...and i went there and bought several novels....hahaha....that day was a book day i guess...looking at books...books...books...books...and books again...love it so much...:D

Friends Forever

Last weekend was and hectic and awesome week for me and a few of my friends....it's been a while when i meet them earlier before....but stay up late is no more my activity i guess...i can feel that...my body is resistant with that already....could not cope with it until i cover up my sleep and rest back...hehehe...is that a sign that i'm no more those hunky punky teenager?wakakaka...anyway...may Allah Bless our friendship and it will last forever and ever...:)